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the tunnel slows to expose the heaven i chose.

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EmbersEmbers. Secretly burning beneath, The wood may be destroyed, ravaged, The fire may seem extinguished, But she's still there, Burning underneath it all, Her licking flames of beauty entice you to come forward, to come closer, But come too close, and there will be an angry red mark upon your skin, She burns, she may not intend to, but she burns, third degree, Do you lose yourself, as I do? Stare at the unpredictable flickers, When will it burn out? Or will it even light? I am entranced by her mystery, Oh fire, your may incinerate, you may kill so swiftly, so sharply, noneth Embers
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starsinthenightThe walls surround my heart, my mind, strong walls, I built them and worked so hard, no one can get through the labyrinth of secrets and lies, fake smiles and sighs, I share not a word, not a sound, all I will say is meaningless and unbound.
I await, I long for, those walls are so strong, and no one can break them, not a tear is shed, not for a lost love, a lost friend, tis dead memories that follow me 'round, leaving a trail, a path, of madness, sanity why have you left me again?
I fear, I fear myself, the mirror is angry, it yells and yells, LIAR it screams, FAKE, you have no feelings, you have no love, there is no starsinthenight
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hospital of the mind...I've been thinking about the hospital a lot lately, and for a strange unknown reason, a feeling I cannot ignore nor describe, I want to go back. There everyone understood me, someone cared, actually, EVERYONE cared, you didn't have to keep your dark secrets from ANYONE, It felt so good to let go. For the longest time I believed the hospital to be a living hell, swearing to never return there, and here I am missing the white walls and frowning faces, the multi colored tile floor, and just a sense of foreboding and gloom that reeked in the air. Suffocating air it was. I don't know what happened to those beautifully sad people, if they be alive hospital of the mind...
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masochism, my favorite friendAngels, hear my creed
Demons, fear my deeds
Floating in a sea of self pity
No recognition, no rewards
Shame is the cloak that covers me in the night
My eyes no longer burn
Extinguished by your angry words
I see you worry, I see you care
But I remain in my distant lair
I hide from sunlight, I hide from love
I understand that this, alas, I don't deserve
I seek fear and I seek hate
I feel no admiration, nor adoration
A martyr by every definition
Suffering masochism, my favorite friend
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The Statue looks like stone, But it is not so, The Statue is a dying prison, For what lies inside.
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so here i am....

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 5:47 AM

hopeing for new inspiration. i have been expirementing a lot as of late, working with new styles/techniques, i believe every artist has a uniqe style, anything they write you can tell its their work, it has a different feel if that makes sense, a sort of look to the way its shown, word choice, and topic. i center around one broad topic usually because its the one i have the most experience and emotion in, trying to force work from a topic that is not very close to your soul produces medicore work.

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Current Residence: somewhere in this world </3
Interests: drawing, playing guitar, listening to music, taking pictures, being with my amazing friends(:
Favourite movie: across the universe, rent, drag me to hell, paranormal activity, the blob O:
Favourite band or musician: i love all music(:
Favourite genre of music: screamo mostly, but alot of everything else too
Favourite artist: georgia o'keeffe and alexander kush
Favourite poet or writer: amy tan, edgar allan poe
Favourite style of art: anything that comes from the heart, showing who someone really is
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Shell of choice: seashell?
Favourite cartoon character: courage the cowardly dog xD
Personal Quote: im sinking but im building a bridge.